Tuesday, March 2, 2010

No updates because there's no news!

Sorry for the lack of updates, there just hasn't been anything new going on at all. My life is not exciting and I haven't met up with any SD's or gone on any dates whatsoever. I stopped talking to the SD that wanted p4p; I just started to wait a day or so before responding to his e-mails and now I completely stopped. If I was super duper desperate and couldn't make my rent and it was life or death (it's getting close but not yet) I will contact him again.

To be honest I haven't even been logging into SA anymore. I have decided I'm going to apply at this restaurant where you supposedly can make a lot of tips if you're attractive and well-endowed. I don't want to say the name of the place but you're supposed to have big juggs when working there. I don't have any boobies but when I wear the Miraculous Bra from VS it turns my A cups to C cups and I look huge. I will have to apply soon and if I get the job then I won't sugar date at all. I will only sugar date as a last resort because I feel like it really isn't for me. It was fun reading different blogs and hearing how SD's would buy sugarbabies all this stuff and I think that made me want to get into the whole sugar world. I just don't have the personality for it.

I'm not too thrilled about applying at that place either but I guess I don't have a choice. It's one of those jobs where you have to kiss ass and really flirt with the customers and be friendly for tips but at least I won't have to have sex with anyone. Even that job would be hard for me because I hate flirting with guys and I'm not a naturally "bubbly" and "friendly" type of person; I'm the quiet, brooding, timid, shy type. I guess I will have to just suck it up and deal with it. That is, if I even get hired. Well, I'll try to go in tomorrow so wish me luck!