It's been almost 3 months since my last update I think... Since then I found a decent paying job and I started around July. It was an adjustment working 8 hours a day again but I got used to it by now and I know that I am extremely lucky to have found a job at all in this economy. I like my new job and their paying me $23 an hour which is very good considering I don't have a degree and there is room for advancement as well. Since I started working I never bother to log in SA or even read sugar baby blogs anymore; I am simply too tired after work and I have no will to be in that world anymore. The only reason why I even dabbled in the world because I was literally going hungry and negative in the bank but now that I have a job I don't care at all about wealthy men, or a man buying me a pair of new shoes or dinner. I would much rather buy it myself and be by myself and tell all men to go fuck themselves. I actually dislike dating and rich men, I only "tried" it (and that's putting it loosely) only out of desperation.
I moved out of my apt and live with roommates now so my rent is cheap too, like super cheap so I don't have much bills except for some debt (actually a rather big debt).
Other than that I don't think I will be a sb ever again unless I lose my job or if I get into desperate straits again. It's just not for me. I don't enjoy dating and I don't enjoy being "friendly" and "flirty" with guys. I'd rather have the opportunity to earn my own money and tell them all to fuck off and not have to be nice to anyone.
Working is hard; I wake up around 6:15 AM every morning, my commute is around 25 min. I work from 8-5 and don't get home till 6pm every night but I'm making my own money and don't have to do things that I don't want to for money.
The pay-for-play SD texted me a few days ago and I just deleted it. No need to see or associate with him anymore since I have a job now. My only motivation for seeing him was money, there was nothing else and he never treated me with much respect either so nothing lost there....
That's the end of my sb journey unless I fall into hard times again!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
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