On every sugar blog I see people describing themselves a bit and mention a few of the things they like so here is mine. Hopefully this will put a more positive vibe on my blog because I realize I sounded really negative in my two previous posts.
I have long black hair with side swept bangs and I'm a shorty, I'm barely 5ft tall and I weigh around 90lbs... lol It sounds like I'm super skinny but I'm not, I'm just naturally really small boned and I have a tiny frame. I have plenty of meat on my bones. I would look a lot more fit and toned if I worked out but I'm just too lazy and depressed these days to care much.
I love makeup and clothes even though I'm broke right now so buying new clothes is not a priority for me. As for makeup, I have enough to last me for years so my face will still look good no matter how much poorer I get :) My favorite foundation is MakeupForever HD and Makeupforever Face & Body and I always apply it with the Sephora 55 hd brush. I always set my makeup with MAC MSF powder and Makeupforever HD powder. My favorite blushes are NARS and I always apply my blushes with a skunk brush (MAC 187) because the colors are so pigmented . I love Nars Deep Throat, Torrid, Orgasm and Luster. I also love Too Faced bronzers, they are really awesome for pale girls! As for glosses I tend to use MAC lipglasses the most and I will use my YSL Golden Glosses for special occasions. As for mascara I can use any kind as long as I use my Shiseido mascara base, it really makes a difference. I am obsessed with the site Makeupalley. I spend hours on there reading reviews and you can also swap makeup there which is great for me as I have no money right now. So if there's a particular blush I want I can just swap it for an item that I want to get rid off all for the price of just postage. That's beauty on a budget :)
As for clothes, I can't really afford to buy any new ones right now :( I do have some nice stuff that I purchased in the past when I was making good money. I have a few Nanette Lepore pieces, mainly silky blouses and tops that I love. I have a lot of Bebe stuff mainly because it's easy for me to find my size there plus their stuff is not very expensive. Well, it's expensive to me NOW because I'm broke but in general it's not as expensive as the more high end stuff but it still looks pretty glam. I used to do a lot of online shopping. My favorite retailers were reolveclothing and shopbop.
My favorite jeans are my J Brand 10" skinny jeans. I have three pairs and I wear them over and over and over! They look great with boots or with peep toe heels.
I think I need to meet the SD soon that I have been chatting with in e-mail. I don't want him to think that I'm playing games or wasting his time. I'm just very "scared" and nervous about meeting new people. I'm probably a lot more anxious than the regular person. I could really use the allowance too.
My favorite food is sushi, I haven't eaten it for almost three weeks now and I really miss it! I'm trying to save $! I love ordering sushi to go and eating it at home while reading blogs and forums online. That's my favorite thing to do; eat while surfing! I could get a SD to treat me to some sushi but I don't think I would enjoy it as much with him. I enjoy food the most when eating it alone surfing the net! lol Not when I'm stressed having to talk to some guy and wondering if I have food stuck to my teeth :( I actually feel a bit self-conscious eating in front of people.
I don't have a ton of girlfriends although I wish I did. Maybe I can meet some here through sugaring :) Some girls are probably put off a bit by me because I'm a bit negative sometimes; I don't want to get married, think all guys are cheaters and I feel very passionate about it so I will have a tendency to really want to prove my point. I think I also have problems making friends because I am so quiet and shy. I think girls either think I'm stuck up or really boring. I probably am a bit boring though. I can't help who I am, sorry I'm just not the life of the party!
I still haven't found a job yet. I have income coming in from my business but it's very low after income taxes and self employment taxes. I have been applying for office/admin type jobs, nightclub cocktail server, shot girl, jobs in affiliate marketing. Just about anything and I'm not hearing anything back! The only jobs I got a response from were weird ones in the "adult" section of CL hiring for a "sexy office assistant" for $20 an hour. I think these might be sugar daddy type ads. One of the guys said he was mainly looking for "eye candy" but the job was at night at his house! He wanted someone to assist him with internet research, take care of his pets, help with dinner.... WTF! Sounded kind of like a weirdo/really lonely person so I declined.
If you look in the adult section of CL and type in "office" you will find all sorts of strange office jobs that require a "sexy secretary", "must be open to pleasing the boss" etc, but they claim it also involves real job duties as well such as filing and data entry. Anyone have a clue what this is all about?
I love sushi too it's my fave food, I haven't had it in soooo long, reading this post made me hungry!
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